March 2010
13 posts
“Out of My Mind Just in Time”~ Erykah...
Stacie Orrico- “Is it Me?”
Trying to...
everything falls apart
i am actually speechless.
im am done.
i dont have the strength to be angry. i dont have the strength to broach a discussion. im a simply tired. and im tired of being tired.
what does everything always have to fall apart? what is nothing ever stable? why am i always suffering a loss? fuck, fuck, fuck.
i haven’t cried in well over a year. i just haven’t been able to bring myself to...
build a trust
decisions. decisions.
decisions.
God is so funny. the past week and a half more or less, in one form or another He has been letting me know how emotionally difficult i am.
ill admit. most people, even those closest to me are disposable. they are disposable, not because i am careless, but bc i have no faith in people and no expectations. i don’t have expectations because i don’t...
“The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live.”
– Flora Whittemore (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
cleaning house
“Doors left open make it easier for all kinds of shit to come in” ~j.dunn
recently ive become aware that i have an even harder time letting things (read: people) go than i initially thought.
the majority of my college life has been spent engaging in stop-and-starts with boys. we meet, everything’s fine, we stop/stall (for whatever reason) and instead of cutting ties and moving...
leave it all behind
yesterday i went to a poetry event and Buddy Wakefield (the featured poet) told us to tell ourselves the first truth that came to our minds without thinking about it. in no time my mind whispered a resounding “David, you are beautiful”.
then he told us to tell ourselves the first lie that came into our heads and almost just as fast mind screamed, “I’M OVER YOU!”.
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“Imagine Me”- Kirk...
“Some people never say the words ‘I love you’. It’s not their style to be so...”
– Paul Simon (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)