my blog turned 1 today.

exactly one year ago today, i started the dream factory because i was having horrible nightmares nightly and i wanted to document them in hopes that i could somehow make sense of what was going on in my head.

it was also an attempt to prevent me from harboring toxic emotions, so i guess this was supposed to be a dumping ground more or less.

i made a promise to myself that i was going to commit myself to this for a year and that i was going to stick with it whether i felt like it or not because i knew getting this stuff out would only be good for me.

but now that a year has passed and my “contract” is up, i have the option of leaving all this behind. ive done what ive set out to do, learned myself even better than i expected to and when i really think about it, im not sure exactly whats left for me on here. perhaps it’s time for me to find another outlet.

i dunno. i have to think about it.